When I was a kid, I did judo. Elite youth sports program, student-athlete high school (France's national athletic development track, the feeder system for Olympic athletes). But I was the scrawniest. The most scared. The other kids laughed. To survive, you either fight or you disappear.
Deep down, a belief takes root: fragile kids can't afford to fail. So you work in the shadows. You polish. You show nothing until it's perfect. Since it's never perfect, you show nothing.
In high school, the class clown. Never the creator. Never read a full book. Head full of ideas. Not one makes it out.
Political science student by default (France's generic liberal arts track for students without a clear path). The only university that accepted me. Every other one rejected me. Every single one.